
Hello. Yap. You over there.
Will you share you love with me?Psst. I need some<3.
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
to go back to a place much simpler than this. I need your love pull me up, cuz i cant swim on my own
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You. Messin around my heart.
Friday, May 28, 2010
Hi ppl. Just want to say somethin.I feel cheated by someone. WhataFUCK?! Man, my heart isnt yer dick. So please, dont play with it. And you know that actually. Sweetie, if you cant understand my silence, you will not understand my WORDS. Well. I bet you even never know what i do. What i did. What my heart did for YOU. Is that enough? NOT EVEN. I always try to be a GOOD GIRL. Do you know that? NOT EVEN. NEVER! So, how could i say then to you, to make you UNDERSTAND MY FEELING?! Huh? Its really hurts myself to take a breath. Please STOP do it! You make me to think about the stupidest mistake in my life. Yes. Thinkin about the one who HURTS me the most. Really. But i wish yer not in my dreams. Dude. YER NOT SUPPOSED to exist in my life. And, im NOT SUPPOSED to love you. Im NOT SUPPOSED to CARE about you! Im NOT SUPPOSED to wishin you were here. Right next to me. I shouldnt! Im NOT SUPPOSED to WONDER where you are. Not supposed. Yes. Not supposed. Im NOT SUPPOSED to thinkin again and again what you do. Youre AWFUL! You wrecked my WHOLE life! Sweetie, relationship should be between two people. Not the whole UNIVERSE. And remember, when you said, you WOULD NEVER do that again? Well. You DID! Again. I hate. Really hate arguin with you. Because i really dont wanna lose you. Have you ever think about it? The WORST feelin ever isnt knowing whether i should WAIT or GIVE UP. My heart was taken by you. Even BROKE by you, and NOW it is in pieces by YOU! I feel stupid when i read you conversation with that chick. I dont want to know that. But i know that. It hurts me. My heart sinks. Do you ever, just want to call me at 2am? Do you ever, just want to give me a hug? Do you ever, just think that youll never let me go? Do you ever, just want to go up to me and tell me how much you love me? BULLSHIT. Do you ever, just start out yer window and think about me? Do you ever, just like you want with me forever? And do you ever, JUST think that you WILL NEVER LET ME GO? I DO. I DO, I DO, and I DO! Sweetie. You never know what you have until you lose it. And ONCE you LOSE IT, you CAN NEVER GET IT BACK. And you think missin me is hard? You really should try missin yerself. I pretend i dont care bout you anymore. But i do. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. DAMN. Yer in my mind again! I was just sittin here in amazement. Foreal. Im afraid to losin you. PS; sorry. I get ALLERGIC to BULLSHIT. Like you. Dude. Labels: YOU. |
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Yap. Those thing is my name. Is that somethin wrong with it?Am 16YY~ have an english accent. Loved to make a new friend. And thirst for has man's elder brother coeval. I dont want highschool to end at all. I want to stay, where the shores soft. I like to stay in love. Lol im addicted to a little thing called l♥ve. I also love balloons, rainbows and silly string. Their sweet=) Im quite aware that i appear not much mature; im told quite frequently. Sometimes, iam way too opinionated for my own good. I procrastinate against a variety of many things. And iam oblivious to what people think of me. What can i say? Im different. Im not like everyone else. Im really easy to get along with. I overuse smiley faces alot. But i love overcast and dark clouds. I am going to save the world... Like as if you would believe. I live in wonderland. I love walking in the rain, cause then no-one knows im crying. Agree, that love is horrible. I hate love. At least i couldnt make someone hurt. But if they want to:] Im doing good to everybody but i hate with a rude people, so if you think youre means, stay away, bit©h! ;) And i hate it, how things and people changed and grow apart. And yeaah, i may come off as a super-duper shy person, but once i open up to you, i never shut up. Sometimes i was a crazy girl, tacky, and awkward! Haha but im really friendly. Very friendly. Just poke me, so we can laugh each other :o~ and, ill know you admire me [simplywish~] enough to mention me in the first place. Get me ah! x) merawr! |
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