Will you share you love with me?
Psst. I need some<3.

I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
to go back to a place much simpler than this. I need your love pull me up, cuz i cant swim on my own

The end. So. Do i need to tell all of you about my feelin right now? No.

Speechless.
Dont know what should i say anymore.

Im not mad. Im not sad. Im not cried. Im not what you guys thinkin right now. Im lying.

"My heart was made to be broken."
Poor me.

This mornin..
I checked my phone. And it says, ":|" by Ryan Beadles.
Then i checked another msg. Oh it says, "BABY sorry for being busy, :( i'll go to canada this past few weeks. :((... i misssssssssss YOU! so much!!!!!". Still, by Ryan Beadles.

Gettin so much excited. Right away, i reply back the msg and said, "Its ok, Ryan! At least you were fine overthere, and and im ok with it. Hmm but you makes me worried :(
How are you? I miss you so much :'("

Oh.

I opened my facey via pc. OH.
I got an information that is written "married". OH? Wheres the other writings? Where it says "with Ryan Beadles"?

Honestly. Everytime im tryin to write all of this story, i cant. Somethin stuck on my brain. A small virus continues to tickle and make it pain and even they forced my tears to exit.
This is so sad. I cant help myself.

He said, were gonna be forever. LIAR.
He said, he loves me. Im his baby. LIAR.
He said, "im not over u.." LIAR.
He said, "I Hate Myself For Losing You. :|" BIGGEST LIAR.
He said, "For you, I'd be! :)" LI-AR.
He said, "^_^ i luv u so much baby!!! :D" FUCKING LIAR :'(
He said, "MY LIFE AND MY EVEYTHING ~> Mery Christine" ;'(
He said, "^_^ .. baby i want hug u tight!!! ^^ i miss u so much!! i love you! :D.. im glad and happy that im urs baby ^_^" ;'(
He said, "v^__________^v .. no one can break us! :D" :'(:'(! FUCKING BIGGEST LIAR.
He said, "we need to BREAK this? :| ........... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" we just DID.
He said, "Mery Christine LOVE HER SO MUCH! =]" ...
He said, "I Love My GirlFriend No Matter What Happennn♥" :'< He said, "Mery Christine --> MY life, and EVERYTHING! i miss her :)"
He said, "i love Mery Christine !!!! ONE AND ONLY!!!! dont have crush or something!!! only her...love her so much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! -09♥" LIAR! LIAR LIAR!
He said, "thanks baby :* i will love you too..ONLY YOU!" :'/
He said, "SHE'S MINE NOW!!!!! ONLY MINE i love you so much Mery Christine ... :**** im only yours :*" :/
He said, "ich vermisse dich, ich wünschte du wärst hier. Mery Christine" :|
He said, "Mery Christine im inluv with. ;P"
He said, "So don't fear Don't you worry 'bout a thing I am here, right here, Don't shed a tear Whenever you need me I'll be here I'll never let you go;)" ;/


I do remember, when he asked me.. "haha.. u hav suitor? xD"

Yap. Those thing is my name. Is that somethin wrong with it?

Am 16YY~ have an english accent. Loved to make a new friend. And thirst for has man's elder brother coeval. I dont want highschool to end at all.

I want to stay, where the shores soft. I like to stay in love.
Lol im addicted to a little thing called l♥ve. I also love balloons, rainbows and silly string. Their sweet=)

Im quite aware that i appear not much mature; im told quite frequently.

Sometimes, iam way too opinionated for my own good. I procrastinate against a variety of many things. And iam oblivious to what people think of me.

What can i say? Im different. Im not like everyone else. Im really easy to get along with. I overuse smiley faces alot. But i love overcast and dark clouds.

I am going to save the world... Like as if you would believe. I live in wonderland.

I love walking in the rain, cause then no-one knows im crying. Agree, that love is horrible. I hate love.

At least i couldnt make someone hurt. But if they want to:]
Im doing good to everybody but i hate with a rude people, so if you think youre means, stay away, bit©h! ;)

And i hate it, how things and people changed and grow apart.

And yeaah, i may come off as a super-duper shy person, but once i open up to you, i never shut up.

Sometimes i was a crazy girl, tacky, and awkward! Haha but im really friendly.
Very friendly.

Just poke me, so we can laugh each other :o~ and, ill know you admire me [simplywish~] enough to mention me in the first place. Get me ah! x) merawr!

MeryChristinePfeiferMCP.

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Will you gimme some of your love?.
It hurts me to want you so much.

I wish i had the guts to walk away and forget about what we had. But, i cant because i know you wont come after me, and i guess thats what hurts the most.